Margeaux Watson of EW.com attended an exclusive screening of the first 33 minutes of the Britney Spears MTV special, ‘Britney: For the Record’, premiering on November 30 at 10PM ET/PT. “With Justin, he was a part of the magnitude of what I had become,” the singer said of her ex Justin Timberlake. “So when he was gone I was like, What am I supposed to do with myself? I was devastated [by the breakup] but I handled it a lot better than the [split] with Kevin… He started to do an album for himself and he started to do things for himself, and I just never saw him anymore… When it ended I felt so alone. I didn’t really wanna think about the reality of it. I never faced it… I just ran.” Check out more details here.