Lily Allen checked in with fans on her blog at MySpace (@lilymusic) on Saturday (May 12), sounding upset only hours after leaving home this time.
She writes, “Fat, ugly and shi**er than Winehouse. That is all I am. I’m on my own in America again. I used to pride myself on being strong minded and not being some stupid girl obsessed with the way I look. I felt like it didn’t matter if I was a bit chubby cause, I’m not a model, I’m a singer. I’m afraid I am not strong and have fallen victim to the evil machine. I write to you in a sea of tears from my hotel bed in Seattle, I have spent the past hour researching gastric bypass surgery, and laser lipo suction.”